I have this friend whom I value so much. And this person has inspired me a lot to become stronger and to firmly stand into my beliefs. He's also the one who pushes me up whenever I feel that I am not worthy. But because of one incident, he got disappointed. I know I have a fault but I hope this person would understand. It just hurts me that of all people, he's the one who is mad at me. I don't know how to handle this. I just really don't like the feeling that someone is mad at me or "nagtatampo". I hope he can see that I am very sincere in apologizing and I've said sorry so many times. I don't know why he still doesn't talk to me. Am I that bad? Is the incident extremely bad for him not to forgive me? I don't know. But of all people, I expect that he will understand me. We've known each other for years now. He's been my go to person whenever I have problems in the org. I tell him whatever I feel. I feel everything is real whenever I'm with him. Hay it really hurts me that he still doesn't talk to me. I just can't stand the idea that "you and I are not okay". What should I do? :((
Haaaay (I cry now). I hope everything will be okay.
I MISS MY ORGMATE. I MISS ONE OF MY KUYAS. I MISS MY FRIEND. ;((