It doesn't feel like it's my birthday tomorrow. I don't feel any excitement. Is this a sign of getting older? Or am I just feeling what has been missing in my life? As much as I want to live by this quote from One Tree Hill "Instead of focusing on what we don't have, why don't we focus on what we do have?", it is very hard to divert what I am feeling now.
I hope something good will happen tomorrow. A sweet surprise? A wish come true maybe? Haaay I really don't know. I should have planned a solo out of town trip for my birthday before so I could contemplate and clear the things that cloud my mind.